THE SECOND WINTER OF DISCONTENTING


Another new season in the old vomity hell, where we go looking for the raw spirit of the thing, yeah, another round of those old tales and dark visions, the one hour blasts of noise and word and play, the 15 minute sonic postcards from New York, the cut up interventions and disembodied static from outer space, indeed, it's punk, but not as we know it... here's the agenda , this is roughly what's happening

 

MARK READ - THE BRIDGE HOTEL AND PUNK ROCK IN NEWCASTLE 1977

"what was the descent into ecological oblivion like?" "well, the soundtrack was great"

The upstairs room in the Bridge Hotel Newcastle has barely changed in the thirty years since a bunch of unsung punk bands hired it out to perpetrate a bit noise and chaos. The MP's, Speed, Murder the Disturbed, and various others were the bands. MARK READ was the man at the centre of it all. He was once the singer of the MP's, now he manages South Shields rapping crew DIALECT. On a saturday afternoon we spent an afternoon in the Bridge drinking pear cider listening to old soul and Iggy and talking to Mark about times gone by, the spirit of punk, and what he thinks about things today. This is a transcript to what was broadcast on Mining For Gold on 9th November

Well the room is pretty much the same as it was thirty years ago. Nothing much has changed. When I first came back into here a couple of years ago I had a real momentary flash back, I could almost see some of the crowd that used to come here for our punk gigs in the 77/78 era, it was strange and difficult to describe, kind of that contrary range of happy sad, wistful sort of thing.

It was a typical upstairs function room above a typical Victorian pub, flock wallpaper, big old wooden bar along one end. It has a high ceiling and all the plaster work stuff you get in these sort of old buildings. When we first used it, it was the only place in the town that would let us put punk gigs on. I think the pistols had been banned from playing the city hall and all the tabloid shite about punk rock bringing the fall of the empire had kicked off so no one wanted to be associated with anything punk. The people who ran The Bridge were used to putting on folky type things, so we just said we wanted to put a couple of bands on and they were fine with that. Once we had done a couple of nights they realised we were young and punky but there was never any bother and they just let us get on with it. The room suited what we were doing really, it would have been crap in a shiny seventies club type venue. Back then there weren't any pubs that were done up for youngsters, even the pubs in the town centre were mainly old fashioned and tended to be full of older males wanting a drink. The way things are now with all the fun pubs and themed bars really never kicked off in Newcastle until the mid eighties. The management and staff in The Bridge were always great with us, they weren't punks or alternative they were just used to putting music gigs on and saw us as just another wave of live local bands.  

The building is down next to the high level bridge, the one with the trains running on one level and cars and pedestrians on the lower level, you can see the trains running past from the upstairs windows. Although it is in the centre of the town it is just slightly off the beaten track and you wouldn't really walk past it unless you were going to cross the river. It is a detached building with a lot of ceramic tiling on the outside, looks to me like a classic Victorian building but I am no historian. It used to have two rooms downstairs, a bar and a lounge and a big function room that would hold around 100 people upstairs, I like the building, but i guess that is as much to do with my association with it than any aesthetic thing.

In the mid seventies Newcastle was still waiting for the sixties to hit. There was a small number of people who had picked up on the social changes going on but for most ordinary working class people, ( and most people were just that) it was no change since the fifties. You have to bear in the mind the industrial past of Newcastle. Heavy industry and mining didn't really mix well with "fancy notions" and I am not being patronising or generalising there. The generations that had grown up in the thirties had experienced some real grinding poverty and if you had a job, a home and a family you would count yourself lucky and get on with the daily tasks of surviving.

The city centre was mainly a shopping area. Streets rather than "malls". There were a few trendy shops and boutiques like Sgt.Peppers and Plus Four selling flared jeans and T-shirts and there were one or two clubs like Scamps and Julies but mostly it was pretty dour. There was always a kind of Barbie and Ken type circuit but you wouldn't get let in there unless you looked the part, smart jacket and shoes and all that. The new shopping centre, Eldon Square opened in about 1975 I think, full of chains like Boots and Clarks, it didn't hold much appeal for me although lots of people were excited and thought it was flash and modern. The pubs were still pretty basic and dominated by middle aged men, there were one or two gay bars where you could sneak in if you were a punk, seemed like they were used to moving on the fringes of things, we used to drink in the Eldon bar upstairs and the Cellar bar on St. Marys place.

The outlining areas were mainly estates for most people. Again, pretty much a fifties type look, there were a few sixties modern estates but by the mid seventies it had been realised that these were pretty flimsy and did not deliver the bright new future for the working classes that we had been promised. Lots of the kids on the punk circuit would tell tales of getting a slap from some poor mans John Travolta ( Saturday Night Fever version) type on the bus on the way into town, because if you were identified as anything other than mainstream that was justification for a kicking.

I had trained as a hairdresser in Manchester where I grew up, had moved to London and then turned up in Newcastle in '74. I managed to talk someone into putting up some cash and opened a shop in the town centre. We opened in December 76 and as we were all young and thought of ourselves as radical so we quickly got a reputation as "the punk salon". Work was getting me up in the morning and it was a buzz running a business that was not just based on turnover. It felt more like a mission than a job and I was just getting interested in politics so tried to include everyone and have a flat rather than a hierarchical structure. We made a decent living, kept the customers happy and had a laugh doing it. As for getting to sleep, there probably wasn't a lot of that. People were doing a lot of drugs, all sorts of things, the punk thing was a cross between, dope, speed and smack, I can't remember much coke, but that might just be me. Listening to Eno or Bowie in his Heroes/Low phase probably helped get me to sleep. There was quite a lot of drinking going on too. Bands used to rehearse in the salon basement on Sunday's so I was in that place pretty much seven days a week, it was quite a social centre in some ways and I met a lot of younger kids (I was 21 then) on the punk scene through that business.

I think the mainstay was the band that my brother had put together, initially called Raw but then renamed The MP's and your band Speed. We put the first gig on at the Bridge and gradually other bands turned up and we would put pretty much anyone on who wanted to play. There was a regular core of about 20 people who came along and then others who turned up now and again. There was a photographer, Bri Nylon who was always there and a kid who we called our number 1 fan, he was at every MP's gig but I can't remember his name. There was Colin the bowie fiend who always turned up with a couple of girls, Shan was around a fair bit as well. I think the hippie types from Chester Terrace turned up occasionally as well. Most of the people there were probably friends of the bands and we were quite a little crew for a while. As I was a bit older and working and living in a flat in Jesmond I didn't particularly hang out with them other than on the live gig circuit. I remember Nick Taylor and Helen, they always looked great, Helen was doing a fashion degree at the Poly and made clothes, she made some amazing things and had a few wacky haircuts from me too.

For me the spirit and attitude was based around creating a culture that we could feel part of. We took what is now called the DIY approach; we wanted something independent and something that we could manage ourselves so we made our own rules up as we went along. What was important was that people did things they believed in and did anything rather than doing nothing. I didn't care whether a band or a poet or a writer or a photographer was any good, I just liked the fact that they had a go at creating something. There were always people around who would take the piss and criticise, but for us the punk thing was about intent and heart rather than technique or skill. By encouraging a "have a go" attitude I think some real talent came through amidst all the noise and energy. The main thing was that we had a laugh and felt a sense of community.  

At the time just before punk came along there was either a west coast American soft rock thing going on or a corny disco night club scene. I remember going to Julies on the quayside and the DJ's were shit, they were playing the odd good soul tune but they mainly played mainstream tack. In terms of live music I went to gigs at the City Hall, you had a seat and would get greif from the bouncers if you wanted to jump about. I saw people like Hall and Oates, Nils Lofgren and the odd British rock band there. It was all getting pretty stale. The general attitude at that time was getting a bit grim too. The labour party were fucking things up and between them and the unions it felt like things were grinding to a halt; it was almost as if you could feel the eighties and the whole Thatcher thing coming. Unemployment was rising in the region as the pits and the ship yards were closing down, if you were young it felt pretty dour really. We used to get a fair bit of hassle from the disco types; there was quite a lot of aggression between them and the kids who identified with punk. There was also a feeling that all the old British Empire bravado was well behind us but there were still a lot of that attitude in the ruling classes in the UK, so there definitely an need to puncture that old due deference type of thing.

Penetration were the first band to make any impression outside of the region. I think they might have turned up once or twice at the Bridge, but I can't remember them playing there. I remember bands like Murder the Disturbed, The Proles, The Angelic Upstarts, they all played the Bridge. The MP's and Speed were the mainstay though. There was also a few bands like The Eyelids, The Press Studs and Neon, I think they may have played a couple of gigs at The Bridge. There was a band called Harry Hack and the Big G, they did a kind of spoof punk act and were made up from a hippie crowd that lived in Chester Cresent. I didn't like them at the time cos I took the whole thing a bit too seriously but they played quite a few gigs and were around from early on.

God knows where we shackled the equipment together from. I remember an old amp we bought for a few quid, I think it was a valve amp with a couple of 15" Goodman speakers bodged into a homemade cab, it had a Watkins copy cat on the top and made an amazing noise. Our Tim had an old guitar he paid about a fiver for, I think it was originally from Woolworths. I remember Speed turning up to gigs with a guitar, a bass and a mic, no cases, no leads just the barest necessities. I think we may have hired a PA now and again and then gradually bodged one together between us. The whole point of punk for us at the time was that it wasn't about having flash kit, it was about using what you had. There were a couple of bands who had kit bought for them by their parents, one of them had a flash HH stack, we just used to take the piss I think.

There was an ethos for some. There was a realisation that music could be linked to politics and broader issues. We played a gig a the trade union centre on the quayside and an outdoor event in Leazes park arranged to highlight the unemployment problems. There was also a link with the whole anti racist movement. The National Front were using the new poverty and unemployment crisis to recruit disgruntled white youth and we played quite a few anti nazi league gigs. We were also listening to lot of reggae, this helped us identify with the sense that we were part of a folk culture that had been making an alternative culture for along time. Not everyone was bothered, some people just liked getting off their face and leaping about, we thought fair enough at the time, it was a broad collection I guess.

The anarchy ethic was being talked about as well, I think our Tim was reading things like The Slow Burning Fuse and bits of Proudhon and that. We had the attitude that the arguments between left and right excluded the possibility of independent action, we didn't want to be governed by anyone. I always think the Pauline Murray tune Don't Dictate pretty much summed it up along with Poly Styrenes Oh Bondage, up yours.

There was a broad approach, there was a camp version, a council estate version, a fashionista version, an arty version, as long as you made it up for yourself we didn't care. I remember our drummer, Ian getting told off by his Mam for ripping up and hand painting his t-shirts. There was also a kind of ironic approach, shirt and straight pants sort of thing, pretty much carried on by Ian Curtis later. The whole point really that was that it wasn't how you looked that counted, that was what we were against.

I tend to get my music second hand these days, via the lads in the hip hop crew Dialect. Currently quite like The Shins, Ida Maria is worth a listen. My kids play stuff that I like as well one of them is into some local hardcore stuff, there is a kid in Newcastle called DJ Phantom, his stuff is good. Quite like Thomas Truax as well, a cross between Harry Parch and Tom Waits. Noise wise I'm open to whatever grabs me at the moment I hear it and still find myself dipping back into stuff from all over the place and the past.

The Bridge is still pretty much the same upstairs. A local promoter has been doing lots of folk/blues gigs there over the last few years and he has put lots of photos of old heroes like Fats Domino, but other then the pics it is about the same. Downstairs is a bit different since the two rooms were knocked into 1 but still a basic boozer.

In some ways it has, it is still a room that is used for local music and when we went up to have a look earlier today there was the local poetry society sitting round a few pints and sharing their writings with each other. As far as The Bridge is concerned punk was just another lot of locals making their own noises for their own tribe.

On the outside I can't see any difference at all. I think they are putting an outdoor smoking section next to the fire escape, otherwise, no change.

Newcastle now is Post Thatcher European slicksville.

Well on the one hand we have all got cultured and hang out in modern art galleries and check out the avant garde in The Sage. On the other hand the town is really just full of a load of Barbie and Kens getting shitfaced on overpriced cocktails and losing their kebabs before they climb into their Ikea beds.

Still have a job I like, so happy to get up and go out on a mission. Although I feel that most of the mass culture we are force fed is shite there are always enough people around who are making a genuine effort to speak from the heart and I am lucky enough to have known plenty of them. So I fall asleep fairly easy really.

No dreams, no point really. I still see kids who are challenging things and making things up as they go rather than accept the mass fodder sold through HMV. I think it is impossible to kill the human spirit of curiosity and although those that challenge the status quo sometimes pay a price for that, the results are always worth it. I am not sure that the righteous will ever be in the driving seat but they are always welcome round mine for a cup of tea, a chat and a floor to crash on.

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21st November... VIC GODARD - DEN BROWNE

Vic should need no introduction but cos we like the sound of it we'll tell you he was the founding member of SUBWAY SECT the most literate and left bank of the class of 76.... we loved what he did then... we love even more the sounds he is perpetrating now. The foundry have him as a guest in the morning but we've nabbed him for the night and to keep things on a Parisien literary tip we have former ALEXANDER TROCCHI collaborator and MUDKISS contributor DEN BROWNE in the studio, expect darkening Pindock Mews tales and more.

28th November... EDDIE TENPOLE – SHARKS

way, way beyond mere punk tonight we celebrate the pure primal spirit, we saw Eddie at The Shunt Lounge recently and he was Jerry Lee and Chuck Berry shot up with Rimbaud dust and bone and just as committing are the midlands outfit SHARKS whose song bury your youth is being played constant around here. Is this the moment to say that we'll be having frequent NEW YORK INTERVENTIONS from BRYAN SWIRSKY of BROOKLYN COMPLETE CONTROL whose sonic postcards should tear things up a bit.

 

5th December.... not sure what's happening on this date just yet... maybe ALEX OGG author of NO MORE HEROES will be in, hopefully Soho's finest punk protagonists THE GRIT will see us through, I'm after CHRIS WARD too, the caretaker of WET PAINT THEATRE COMPANY, if anyone has seen him...

12th December... MOTHER CRIME FATHER DEATHis a play by STEVE LAKE... Steve was, indeed is, the front man for ZOUNDS, his play just burns, real coruscating wastelandic vitriol, a play about now indeed and someone else who burns constant for the just and righteous cause is JEAN ENCOULE who used to front the immense TRAKMARX which was the definitive word in the sound and the noise, at some point Jean will be making it into the RESONANCE studios

19 DEC Ian Nicholson wrote SHOPLIFTING in prison, an account of his life, he got out of prison two weeks before a play of his script was performed only to overdose before he could see his work performed. BEN REEVES has taken his raw script of South London life and is filming it right now. Here with TILLY BROOKE he treats us to a quick blast of the script. ESSO used to drum in THE LURKERS who, some say, are the most misunderstood of all punk bands, he has written many plays since then and is the author of GOD'S LONELY MEN he comes into the studio to discuss his work with JOHN KING overseer of publishing house LONDON BOOKS and author of HUMAN PUNK, ok, that's all we know for now, there'll hopefully be no pistols clash or whoever.. we'll be trying to avoid tales of old glory, unless they involve palpable failure, we will be searching for some kind of spirit, it should be a trip... join up

 

‘TOO MUCH JUNKIE BUSINESS’ – REMINISCING WITH DEN BROWNE

This interview was first published in the excellent www.mudkiss.com webzine, props to mel and lorraine and jean encoule

Whilst doing research for Nina Antonia’s interview browsing on Amazon I came across a book review written by a guy called ‘Den Browne’. He had written an excellent piece and I mailed him some feedback. What followed was a series of conversations which led to this interview.

I will let Den introduce himself:

"I was heavily into the smack scene - using and dealing - from '73 to '85. Addiction was a bad mistake and I don't recommend the junkie lifestyle to anyone - but I did manage to meet some great people like Sid Vicious and Nancy Spungen and Alex Trocchi (author of "Young Adam" and Cain's Book"). I'm writing a memoir, I guess, of that time.Sid and Nancy never met Alex, but the stories combine to give different perspectives on the junk scene and an insight into a particular time and  place in the punk era". 

The summer of ‘77 I was living in a place in Eton Ave, Chalk Farm, which had originally been divided up into flats, most of which had then been squatted by a variety of demi-monde types, but mostly dealers and users. I've got the scars, the missing teeth and the stories - but no pictures, alas (think my camera got nicked at an early stage, too). I really like the feeling of getting deep beyond the big names, because that's often where the best stories are. "You can't put yr arms round a memory," as Johnny Thunders once said, but I'm looking forward to giving it a go. Thanks again for some really stimulating exchanges.” Denis Browne 22.7.08

And I couldn't agree more Denis...Hey Ho lets go

Mel - What were those crazy 70’s like for you? How did you get into the drug scene? And what are you most vivid memories, Music, fashion?

Den - Well, at the time most people thought the 70s were a bit of a downer after the 60's, but from here I think there was a real intensity to the 70's that I can still feel. I was very into the late 60's psychedelic scene at the time - I loved genuine Psychedelia but hated progressive rock. I was also always a huge Tamla Motown, Stax and reggae fan, which didn't sit too well with a lot of hippies ("They're just entertainers, man" as one head said to me!)

By '72/73 I was really disillusioned with the scene in general. Apart from the occasional Little Feat or Steely Dan album, the rock scene seemed stagnant and I was mainly listening to Sly Stone, Curtis Mayfield etc by then. As for drugs, I'd had enough of LSD and the dope scene had got pretty dull and complacent. From about ‘72 there was quite a lot of coke around, but usually it was very poor quality. There was also quite a lot of smack, about £20 a gram then. It was generally a weekend thing to begin with and there was a honeymoon period for the first couple of years when it was all fun and I reckoned I was in control. Then I discovered fixing ... There's a lot more I could say about the nuances of addiction and two people in a relationship using, but it'd need another interview.

As I say, I'd been quite idealistic about the sixties scene, and Gianni (My girlfriend at the time) even more so. When the scene petered out, you could sum up our feelings with the Who's "Won't get fooled again". So a few years later, I don't think we ever consciously thought of ourselves as Punks - when you're younger, minute age differences matter a lot more. We were 25+ by then, and all the punks we met were a lot younger. Knowing how I'd felt earlier when older people tried to join in our freak scene, I was wary of trying too hard to be "down with the kidz".

However, there was a very conscious decision to cut hair short, abandon flares etc. 

MelHow did you meet ‘Tony Wilson’ or as he later became ‘Anthony H Wilson’, the man responsible for The Hacienda’ and signing many Manchester bands and in 1977 promoting Punk music in the North West in his TV programs.What’s the story?

Den - I knew him at Cambridge 1972 (got some great photos somewhere) when he was Crosby Stills and Nash fan number one fan. I think I'm mentioned but not named in his book the "24 hr party people" paperback with grey cover (“junkie friend who gives him tape of "Horses").
I was really sad at his death - and really annoyed with myself too: for year after year I'd been meaning to try contacting him again, didn't get round to it and now its too late. I lost touch with him in the late 70s, so I guess he didn't want to use my name without permission - or maybe it is someone else?! But there are several references in the book to an old Cambridge mate who'd got into heroin. That was one of the things I wanted to ask him. One of the  reasons for delaying contact was that I wanted to have my finished work about Sid and Nancy to show him - also thought he'd be well placed for advice on getting published. 

MelI met Tony Wilson on a few occasion but found he could come across as a bit arrogant

Den - I can see how he'd come across as arrogant, but I think it was a front most of the time. I found that if you stood up to him, he'd take it ok and usually back down. At Cambridge he always made out that he was from the meanest streets of Moss Side, but I don't think that was quite the case! I thought Steve Coogan was excellent playing him in the film

Mel - Tell me about the ‘Situationist’ movement and how it transferred to the early days of punk? and tell me more about Alex Trocchi!

Den - They had a very distinctive line in graphics and slogans ("Beneath the pavement, the beach" etc) - which came to the fore in the Paris 68 scenes and later in Pistols' artwork (but Sid and Nancy and I certainly never sat round discussing Situationist theory!).

Alex was one of the "Beat Generation" young writers in the 50s, along with people like William Burroughs, Jack Kerouac, Gregory Corso, L Ferlinghetti etc. He'd been addicted to heroin since the late 40's and his first book; "Cain's Book" is a mixture of his account of living as a junkie on the river in NewYork, and reflections on his childhood in Glasgow.
Like Johnny Thunders, Alex came from an Italian family and was immensely proud of this heritage/identity. Personally I think "Cain" is the one of the best books I've read on the subject, and far better than "Naked Lunch" for an honest and unsentimental take on drugs and living outside the mainstream.

 

He also did "Young Adam", which was done pretty well as a film a few yrs back and has helped revive interest in him a bit. However - his reputation really rests on these 2 books. H also wrote a load of porn potboilers to pay the bills, e.g. "Thongs," "Helen and Desire".

He spent time in Paris during the 50's, edited a magazine called Merlin and smoked opium with Jean Cocteau.  He was also involved with Guy Debord, founder (I think) of the situationist movement. From there he went to the US until narcotics/legal problems caused a rapid return to the UK in the early 60s. He was involved in all kinds of stuff then, most notably the famous psychedelic poetry readings at the Albert Hall (65 or 66). But no more books...

Mel - So Alex was one of the forefront guys in the movement and you and he ‘hung out’ together?

Den - I'd known Alex for a few years before I started working with him. He'd just had an operation for cancer and decided he needed someone to help run his 2nd hand book business and be a kind of literary assistant to him. This seemed really exciting, and I thought maybe it could even help in getting my writing out there. I knew him from '78 till his death in '84 - which was a massive contributory factor to me finally getting away from heroin. He was the best friend I could have had in those days, but if I could talk to him now, I'd be saying that there are better causes to fight for in life than the Right to be a Junkie.

Mel - What involvement did you have with him and his life?

Den - It soon became pretty clear that he had a terminal case of writer's block, and it wasn't long till I realised that as far as any writing was concerned, it just wasn't going to happen. He did manage a few lines of an autobiography and we’d occasionally give me an old notebook to transcribe, but that was it.

So we'd go round looking at old books, checking the stall at Antiquarius, maybe buy some books at Christie's, stop at the pub for lunch. Another day gone and of course a fair amount of heroin was taken.

Mel - I believe you took part in an evening talk about Alex which was arranged and sponsored by 3am. Could you tell us a bit more about this occasion?

Den - 3am magazine asked me to do something for their Trocchi night in October 2006. So I wrote about how we first met - introduced by a very straight aunt, who had no idea what he was about, but ran a bar where he used to drink. Almost as unlikely a meeting as Sid and Nancy ringing my doorbell by mistake.

I really enjoyed doing the reading and it was the first time I'd taken my writing off the page and into a live setting."
 

Check out Denis’s reading that night with 3am
 

http://www.3ammagazine.com/buzzwordsblog/2006/10/lord-of-junk-himself.html
 

Mel - Tell me about your involvement with Jon Savage’s book ‘England’s dreaming and Greil Marcus ‘Lipstick traces’ A secret history of the 20th Century. What did you contribute and which do you recommend as being the greatest read.
 

Den - Alex used to get a lot of unsolicited mail from US graduate types, usually doing some kind of thesis on The Beats. There'd be a long list of questions regarding William Burroughs and co. and would have practically required another book to answer. At first I used to reply, saying Alex wasn't interested in having his brains picked for free. Then one day a letter came in from Greil Marcus, with a couple of perceptive questions aboutt Alex's involvement in the early days of the Situationist movement (Paris, '50's). I was a big fan of the "Mystery Train" book (I still am) and told Alex that this guy wasn't a timewaster and we should help him.

 

Greil Marcus turned up in London a few months later, a lovely guy. He spent a lot of time talking to Alex and going through old magazines and writings. The results are in Marcus' "Lipstick Traces". Greil and I used to talk a lot about the scene in general, and some of this ended up in the book too, mainly my feeling of punk as a kind of cultural Year Zero. Personally I find "Lipstick Traces" a bit too academic and abstruse and much prefer "England's Dreaming". I never met Jon Savage but he was kind enough to follow on from some of the things in Lipstick Traces.

 

Mel – How did you meet Sid and Nancy?

Den - One day I answered a ring at the door and was amazed to find Sid and Nancy there. They'd come to score off someone else in the house and rung the wrong bell. I told them I could get them a much better deal, anyway they ended up crashing at my place that night (they were staying with his mum in Dalston then). That night turned into about 3 months (until Virgin got them the place at Pindock Mews). So we're talking roughly of a period from just before "Holidays in the sun" till just after "Never mind" came out.

I knew Sid and Nancy pretty well, but never met any of the other Pistols or Malcolm McLaren. Later on, after my girlfriend and I split up, I briefly stayed with them at Pindock Mews. Later of course after I'd met Sid and Nancy I realised that it was Johnny and Jerry she'd come over with from NY. Nancy saw Johnny T as a kind of lovable bastard, very macho Italian guy, wants his pasta on the table and kids put to bed on time thinks women shouldn’t take heroin, but is very loyal to him. Of course, there's a view that the arrival of heroin on the UK punk scene can be put down entirely to the presence of the Heartbreakers on the Anarchy tour - though this seems too simplistic to me.

Mel – Did you mix with any other bands at the time you lived with Sid and Nancy? 

Den - No - the Pistols' set up was pretty insular. I've realised since then that Sid had known most of the people on the London punk scene well before the Pistols, through Flowers of Romance and so on - but he never said much about that period.

Sid was pretty dismissive of most of the other UK groups: Gen X - "mail order punk," Stranglers - "football fans' music", ‘The Damned’ - "comedy act from Croydon". Although he used to take the piss out of the first Clash album, there was a bit of grudging respect - partly because their salary was twice the Pistols' (£50 a week rather than £25).

Sid's thing was really US punk and especially the first two Ramones albums. His ultimate hero was Dee Dee Ramone. I can still see Sid, sitting on the edge of our bed, right by the stereo, hunched over his white Fender, frantically trying to keep up with "51st and 3rd" etc. That tended to be mostly what we listened to - plus Iggy, some Lou Reed, Stooges, Dolls, Richard Hell, some of my reggae/dub stuff and some Bowie. Gianni and I were really into Patti Smith and Television but Sid and Nancy found them a bit too arty-farty I think. 

Mel - I once read that Nancy was quite promiscuous and Sid didn’t seem to mind that she slept with other guys?

Den - I think she's had a really shit deal from the media over the years - whether it’s the "Nauseating Nancy" tabloid morons or various music journalists who should know better. I'd be interested to know if Nina Antonia has a view on this - I really agreed with what she said re: music media sexism

Nancy was like lots of single, attractive, sexually active women in their early 20s. She was very aware of her sexuality and enjoyed sex. A lot of the time with Nancy, the problem was that people here find that type of New York in-yah-face no-bullshit type of woman hard to deal with.

She and I talked a lot about her experiences as a sex worker in New York, and I think its pretty true to say most of her views on sex derived from abusive experiences - i.e. take charge before someone else does.

She was certainly the dominant partner with Sid. She claimed that Sid had been "practically a virgin" and "never had a proper fuck" before meeting her, and he didn't disagree.

Clearly when you've got two couples living in the same room for 3 months or so, there aren't going to be any secrets after a while... during the time I knew them their sex-life was virtually non-existent, due to him being so out of it all the time. Basically at that time he preferred getting stoned to having sex - easier and more reliable. Also, when you're first into heroin, sex is pretty difficult for guys - though this changed as you got used to it. Sometimes Nancy would get extremely pissed off by the situation and this would be where most of their rows/fights started. Other times she'd do a whole fetish gear number trying to "arouse" his interest, but Sid was rarely able to see it through. Now you ask me, though', I don't have any real factual knowledge of her having sex elsewhere then.

Mel - Any good stories of Sid and Nancy you wish to share with us?

Den - “Out there in the night a story of a photo” - One night Sid and Nancy, me and my girlfriend Gianni ("Jannie" in my book) decided to go and see X-Ray Spex at the marquee. We'd all done loads of gear and after watching some of their set, we went to the bar at the back of club. There were the four of us we ended up on a dirty old sofa. I came round to find a couple of flashbulbs popping and various punks and tourists debating whether it was "really them" or not and saying how out of it we looked (this was before Sid's habit was common knowledge). Now I'd like to think that somewhere on the planet there might be a middle-aged Swede or whatever, who still has that long forgotten picture.

Mel What do you think happened that fateful day in ‘The Chelsea Hotel’ in room 100?

Den - For what its worth, here goes...I can still remember the cold horror of waking up that morning and hearing about Nancy's death. My thought then and ever since has been that Sid did it. He might not have meant to, probably didn't even know what he'd done, given his tuinal intake - but I'm sure he did it. The reason is that I saw so much casual violence between them during our time together, that it’s easy to see how they only needed to be a bit more out of it than usual - downers have nasty psych side effects too - and use a knife rather than a padlock chain, and that's it. 

I felt Sid had changed quite a bit since they'd been at our place - he'd generally been funny, positive, original and "up". Now he seemed morose and grouchy most of the time - partly due to his huge methadone intake at the time (which made the sexual tension with Nancy even worse). On the other hand, she was pretty up then, as she'd decided she was now his manager and was trying to take care of business (while he lay in front of the TV all day). But generally I felt for all their bravado, the scene was going bad.

This is a purely personal view, but I think his depression was also down to the fact that for all his belief in himself as a big star (something he'd learnt from Johnny T), the future looked very uncertain. There were no record companies in bidding wars to sign him. There weren't queues of musicians wanting to play with him, not even Jerry and Johnny. He wasn't bursting with new songs to record. Although the financial situation was better than when the Pistols had been active, there were court cases to come. And all the time his habit was getting bigger. Virgin had supplied a helpful doctor - but what would happen in NY, one of the toughest places on the planet to be a junkie. 

Mel Did you witness any of the violence between Sid and Nancy, when you lived with them?

DenYes sometimes the arguing and violence between them would be more of a game/ritual type thing. Nancy would sometimes really taunt him to get a reaction. Bringing each other down as much as possible then reaching total despair and making up again. Other times it could be totally random and sudden. One afternoon at Pindock Mews the 3 of us were sitting on their bed, stoned. It was a really hot afternoon and Nancy was in bra'n'pants. She starts saying she wants a drink, and as Sid is on the edge of the bed, can he get it for her? He ignores her and it all goes quiet. Suddenly he picks up an ashtray and hits her across the head with it.

No-one says anything, Sid carries on watching TV. Nancy cried quietly for a second, and then just sat there as the blood ran down, eventually collecting and congealing in her bra. Horrible scene and one I have quite a bit of trouble with now. 

Mel – What was the scene at Pindock Mews really like? 

Den - After Sid and Nancy moved out, the scene at my place went downhill rapidly. Gianni decided life was dull after Sid and Nancy and tended to stay in bed all day watching TV in a methadone haze. I got badly ripped off on a deal and this caused a lot of difficulties. Sid and Nancy would still come round, but after a while I preferred to go over to their place to get out of the Eton Ave gloom. That was where I met Johnny Thunders.

We split up that summer ('78). I needed a place to go and given what had gone down before, I thought I couldd crash at their place until I got sorted. I also had a vague hope of getting some of the money that Sid owed me.

By then Nancy was meant to be Sid's manager, and was actually pretty together a lot of the time. Other times she'd go into diva mode. The flat was over a car re-spray workshop - one afternoon she starts nagging me to go down and get them to turn off their radio and all their equipment cos it’s giving her a headache.

I found Sid wasn't as he'd been at our place. At times he could still be sharp, funny and perceptive, but a lot of the time the humour was sneering and aggressive. He was also drinking more. It seems amazing to me, even now, that someone who could shoot up a gram of Heroin in one go and barely bat an eyelid, would be totally transformed by a single bottle of beer. Luckily there were warning signs, but basically if he drank any alcohol, he'd get in a dangerous, leery mood, trying to pick an argument with whoever was around.  That was the main reason I left after a week or so - and it seemed like the next thing I was reading was about someone od'ing and dying there. I didn't see them again after that, and knew they wouldn't be back after they left for New York.

MelYou talk of Nancy and Sid with real affection – What is your most ‘special moment’ you all shared?

Den - Despite it all there was something very childlike about them, with real no-bullshit innocence, honesty, which had a lot to do with why Gianamaria and I liked them so much. Probably early on ... when we met, they were crashing at his mum's and had a full-on "everything's against us" attitude - pretty fair, based on their experiences then. They were really blown away at having a simpatico place to stay. The main thing at Sid then was his sense of humour: very quick, alert, clever word-play and nice sense of life's absurdity.

Like I said before, I am out to rehabilitate Nancy a bit. Sure, she could be a real pain (e.g. specialised in staging dramas around losing her asthma inhaler), but she's not the punk Yoko Ono she's been made out to be.

I just remember the first time she came to my place - she looked round, wide-eyed, and went "Wow, you got BOOKS! ..." Turned out she was massively into Sylvia Plath, and other US women poets like Anne Sexton and Elizabeth Bishop.

Mel - What’s the story with Johnny Thunders and the Heartbreakers?  

Den - I met Johnny Thunders a few times in pretty hardcore drug contexts 1977-78. I have to say I didn't like the guy, but I think that was down to the situations where we met and a bit of bullshit junkie jealousy, which is why I was intrigued to read about his relationship with Peter Perett in "One and Only" by Nina Antonia.

He was a very full-on guy, and 24hr a day rock'n'roll outlaw. Both times I met him, everyone was just hanging out, but he looked like he was just about to go on stage, red bandana tied round his leg, the lot. I understand now that he (and Sid, in a slightly different way) was 100% committed to what they were doing - musically and chemically and that meant no compromise.

I've been playing "So alone" a lot lately, great album ... I think I read an early Dolls' interview where Johnny said his idea of the Dolls was like the Stones at their 60's peak (Satisfaction/Get off.../Paint it black etc), where as soon as one single started going down the charts, the next one was out and on the way up. I'm sure this would have been Sid's ideal for the Pistols too. Johnny didn't like talking to anyone who wasn't a musician/Italian/from NYC or anyone who actually expected him to pay for his drugs. However he did impart one bit of wisdom to me in that junkies had a great advantage over non-using songwriters, he reckoned, "Just write how ya feel when ya sick and then later when you get high, change it to a girl's name" Check the Heartbreakers "Its not enough" as an example of this theory.

For a while there was a real vibe and momentum around the Heartbreakers, mainly from the "Chinese rocks/Born to lose" single. For once Track records got it together and did a good publicity campaign, loads of posters around town, very stark black and white, really suited the music. What junkie wouldn't want a Chinese rocks t-shirt? There was also a really cool lapel badge, metal, black, heart-shaped - no logo/lettering. So if you saw someone else wearing one of those.

Mel – What was your first meeting with The Heartbreakers?

Den - One day one of my drug buddies, let’s call him Del, turns up all excited. He's always on the fringe of different little scenes - this time the story's that he's met this American band, who are now based in London, mainly on account of the superior quality of heroin compared to NYC. What's more, they've got a record company advance, they're in Soho and they want to score! Everything's ok for a while, they get to a point where Del's fronting them gear on credit and then the money stops coming in. Eventually he says he'll take me round and I'll get paid. So we go round there, its Frith St/Gerrard St area, and finally we get in after a lot of hassle. I'm much more familiar with the Dolls than the Heartbreakers and its takes me a while to realise one of the guys there is Johnny Thunders, minus the copious Dolls' era hair. There are a couple more people there, but its gloomy, everyone's stoned plus its 30 yrs later. So I'd guess the others were Jerry and either Walter or Billy.

They're trying to ignore us, and find it rather amusing that I'm trying to get paid for gear that's long gone now. Yes, if I've got more they'll buy, but well, as for the other gear - you should have got paid the first time. There was a real NYC street hustler vibe to the Heartbreakers and I realised I was out of my depth, someone trusting other people to pay for drugs on tick just didn't figure in their world. I do eventually get my cash back from Del, but it didn't exactly make a great impression on me.

Later I was to meet Kit Lambert - trust the Heartbreakers to sign for a label run by someone even more out of it than they were! The original "LAMF" has to be the worst produced album I've ever heard.

Mel - What is happening in your life now?

Den - When I first got off heroin - 84-85 - there were loads of people around me coming out with the old "Once a junkie, always a junkie" line, or "Well, that's good, but he'll never get a job."

Pretty fair, given my past record. I knew I'd put my friends and family thru a load of pain and crap over the previous 10 yrs. Now it was time to stop talking, get practical and deliver. Stop thinking I was special and just go out for the 9 to 5. I got a job in the local library, held it down and gradually got into the musical side of things. Initially a big part of my impetus was just to prove to everyone who'd put me down and written me off that they were wrong. I had to take early retirement from the library after disastrous back op left me half-crippled. Since then I've kept myself occupied in various ways, but now writing's the main thing.

MelI know you are searching for your long lost girlfriend on the internet, could you tell us a little bit about her, so if anyone knows her whereabouts they could contact us.

Den - Her full name's Gianmaria Ruella Saunders (English dad, Italian mum) born c1948/9, and she's a Scorpio - vaguely recall Nov 12th as possible birthday. She was born in Brazil (Sao Paolo I think) but grew up in Brighton. She carried on living at 45 Eton Ave (NW3) for a while after we split up in '78. She might have had a stall at Camden Lock for a while after that. Possible sighting during 80's at halfway house in Camden. Totally irrelevant I know but she looked like Chrissie Hynde if she'd been Italian.

Mel - Well you’re a dab hand at the reviews and its how our paths crossed so tell me which do books come recommended?

Den - "Metal Box - stories from ... Public Image Ltd" by Phil Strongman. Just read it - lots of Sid and some really good stories.

Mel What about Sid books, which have you read?

Den - Yeah, it’s a bit strange. I've got several but I haven't read them, the Mark Paytress one and two by Alan Parker.

Maybe when I've finished my thing? Partly because I have a bad habit of soaking up styles etc from things I read - I often bin stuff of mine, because when I re-read it, it feels too much like a reflection of whatever I was reading at the time.

The other thing is trying to keep memory uncontaminated. Its difficult when there's 30yrs of images, stories, t-shirts, whatever about Sid.

I want to make sure the stories in my thing are all from my own experience, and not things I've absorbed from the media. If I tell you, say, that Sid didn't think much of Gen X, that's a direct memory - but if I write about him and Nancy in NY, it could only be second-hand or worse. 

MelDid you keep a diary?

Den - No, although I love writing, it isn't something I've ever done. The first time I tried, I spent more time writing than doing anything, so gave up. 

Mel – One final question - why did you join MySpace ? 

Den - Mainly for music, especially my mates ‘Redgrass Collective’ (punk bluegrass) and Johnny Deptford (no nonsense SE London punk). Would love it if you'd give these a plug!

Johnny Deptford - http://www.myspace.com/johnnydeptford  

Redgrass Collective - http://www.myspace.com/wwwmyspacecomredgrass

One last word from Denis If you've got Greil Marcus' "Lipstick Traces" and/or Jon Savage's "England's Dreaming", you'll find me in there but I'm also working on a piece about my 70's adventures under working title of "my life as a footnote". Incidentally because of the nature of the scene and my lifestyle, I really don't have any tangible proof that all this happened. Like yourself, there are very few (if any) people from that time I'm still in contact with, and like me, I'm sure you've met some real fantasists. However - you can contact Paul Sieveking (co-editor Fortean Times), who was around then and can confirm the general outline of what I'm writing."